Curious about this suicide dream
@Fast306stang had
I woke up from it and was pretty shook up. I've NEVER had a dream where I attempt to kill myself, that really got me. I got up and took a piss and got something to drink...tried to go back to sleep and have another dream to forget this one. Which somewhat worked so I don't remember a lot of the details.
I remember that basically I had to take the law into my own hands and handle some business, I want to say it involved a relative or a child and an ex? And I knew the police were coming for me and I would go to jail for a long time. I'm not down for that in my dream or in real life lol so before they put the cuffs on me, I stuck a Ruger SP101 under my chin and pulled the trigger but apparently had the barrel pointed back and not up so the bullet went through my throat and exited out the back of my neck and I could feel my face was wet from the blood and it was dripping down my throat. But apparently not life-threatening because I was still being handcuffed...I was scared and fighting still...I woke up right after that.
I remember waking up and thinking about you and Gaige taking ambien at night and how I'm never taking it lol...
It was one of those dreams that felt very real and makes me glad to be alive and thankful for what I have and to probably remember to keep my ass in check. I don't want to suffer any repercussions of that type...