I was active duty Army and 35 years old. Never had a Truck my entire life. I took a job delivering pizza 30 hours a week after my 60 hours a week so I could buy a Truck. Best fucking truck Eva. 10/10 would do it again.
1....get some lotion.....2....make money elsewhere or get a new job. It's not hard. I love people that do what you do and it pisses me off that they are underpaid. This is the world we live in though. I might end up giving you a gun. Damn it.